A few days after the formal, Joe and I went for dinner. We hadn't really spoken in the days between the formal and the dinner and it felt as though a year had passed. I had barely eaten and barely slept. Butterflies fluttered in my stomach 24/7 since that night and I had no clue what to do.
He took me to dinner where the only thing I could really stomach was a baked potato. Joe was clearly feeling better than I did as he scarfed down his meal. Normally, dinner conversations between us flowed like hamburgers out of McDonalds. This time, however, things were different. I barely said two words. Joe asked if everything was okay and I blamed it on the lack of sleep. How could I tell him that for the last 72 hours, I had done nothing but think and dream about him?!!
Joe walked me back to campus but instead of taking the direct 7-minute walk, we ended up circling a few blocks first. He did a lot of talking. To be honest, I haven't a clue what he said. I caught glimpses of his soliloquy...something about being different religions, knowing that it could be trouble later on, but why not just see what happens... for fun! Silence. A long silence. "Anika?", he asked. "Everything cool?". "Uh ya, sorry", I said trying to bring myself back into the conversation. "So...hmm...does this mean I'm your girlfriend?"
I was officially someone's girlfriend for the first time in my life... I have to admit, I kinda liked it!! :)
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